What could I say about you?
No language or tongue of man can express your wonders and beauty
You are the sun shining with splendor a brilliance radiating touching all
Your grace is unparalleled even by the masters of the stage and theatre
You walk with a regal majesty unmatched by nobles and royalty
To have your heart is to have a treasure of immeasurable wealth
Amongst the masses you are as gold apples in a setting of silver
To feel the gentle warmth of your embrace
To be caressed in tenderness by love’s sweet kiss
Even these words pale in comparison to you, failing to adequately define you.

Your beauty might have caught my eye, but it was something much deeper and more powerful that drew me to you. You weren’t like any of the other girls, you didn’t follow the same things they did. You were blew me away with how intelligent you are, the way that you were able to think freely and independently from the masses. You were filled with ideals and possibilities, a thinker and problem solver. Your heart overflowed with love and kindness that swept me away. The passion you had for me as you held me in your arms melted the thousand winters that had frozen in me allowing the flower of my heart to bloom. Your smile could light more than just the room but the souls of anyone who saw it. You had a personality to die for, your interests were broad and many. You enjoyed almost anything and I always had fun being at your side. You were a goofy girl and no one could ask for a better best friend. You had high hopes and dreams that sparkled like the stars in the night sky yet very much in your reach. I always wanted to see you reach those dreams, I still very much do, even if you had to stand on my shoulders to touch them. It was theses things that drew me to you, that made me care for you, fall in love with you. This is what drew me to you.

The very sight of you brings me joy. To see your beautiful face and reminisce on all of the loving memories. But when our eyes meet you turn away. The very sight of you bring me joy, but anguish soon follows. To see the pain in those green eyes and die inside wishing I could have been there more. Despair trapped in the cage of my ribs biting and clawing and gnawing its way out. Knowing that I love you still but you can’t stand the sight of me anymore.